Ode to Matsui (or, a glimpse at fortune cookies)

"love gives zest to your life" "you are open and honest in your philosophy of love" "one look is worth ten thousand words" "it is not your character to give up" "keep true to your dreams" "your life will be happy and harmonious" "someone you recently met will play an important role in your life" "an unconventional charmer sparks your interest" "somebody wants to hug you"

---these are just a few of the fortunes in my pocket. most of them are recent. some arent. they all have had an impact on my life in the sense that for the past year and three months or so, i haven't had the best luck with the female part of the species. (well i suppose you could tac on a few more months if you take that part literally)

i know this post is a little bit more "mushy" than my usual posts but ive found that the best blogs come from the heart. and that is right where this one is coming from! i dont know what to do. confusing. and hard to figure out.

there is someone out there for everyone. this i know. (for the Bible tel.........) so for those if you in a similar position as i, have hope. for "a pleasant surprise is in store for you"